"From the start, i thought it was an unwise idea. You knew eachother, but from a third party's view, you really didnt. I adore you and you know that, but that wasnt your shining moment, so therefore it isnt your defining one. He is way too complex to figure out ever. Ive been his friend for a while and im still not wholly in tune with him. If you want what i think, then just stay away from boys. All you need to do right now is find yourself, dont do things things until you know who you are and what you want. You're a freshmen, and as much as i hate to say it, one of the more gifted in multiple ways. Dont throw that away for a boy, none of us are worth it. You've made the mistake that almost every girl makes, the older boy mistake. Dont stick to it, and dont let it make you. Learn from it, and move on. The one girlfriend ive ever had was starting around this time freshmen year. It was really only after we went our separate ways that i learned who i was, and its done wonders. For self esteem, for stress level, and for general mood and happiness. Dont be attached to others for how you should feel. If someone close to you wakes up and is having a bad day, fine, thats different but doesn make you need to have a bad day too. All that matters right now is you. The more boys you have, the less independent you become, and ive seen it happen. its stupid. Define yourself to the world by what you have, not who you have."
--N.B.
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